It’s been awhile. I’ve been too
busy with work. I became fond of being sociable and meeting new people. Then I
forgot where I came, the people who I was with, the love that gave me strength
and inspiration to conquer everything, the habits I do, the one who I call when
everything’s blurry.
I almost forgot that I have a God
to be thankful to for blessing me so much and to give him back what he
deserves. I became too busy with life and now, I am feeling that He is walking
away from me. I know God never turned His back on us but He tries to give us
distance for us to realize what we’ve been missing and to realize that we’re
forgetting about Him. And that’s what I am feeling right now. I’ve been into
worldly things recently. I drink, I hurt people who love me, I say bad words
and forgot to share His words like I always used to do. I feel so broken.
Lately, I’ve been feeling out of blessings, like I can’t determine anymore
whether I am still blessed or not. I acknowledge everything as a return of my
hardwork, my talent and the people around me. I forgot to acknowledge Him. L
I am asking for Your forgiveness.
Please don’t walk away from me. I can’t. I can’t. I am coming for You. To
follow You again, to read Your words and walk with them. I’m so sorry. L
