I AM A MESS

I'm broken. Things were messed up. My personal life, my future career. Myself. I'm a mess. I don't know where to start. I don't know what to do. Things don't sink in. Or is it just me who can't accept rejections.

When Tigers Invaded Vito Cruz!

September 26, 2011, our class had a trip of going to Zark’s in Vito Cruz just in front of De La Salle University. We were 16 so we had to occupy a lot of space of the small room.

While waiting, my blockmates are telling me how big their burgers are. And yes indeed, it is very big. I wasn’t able to finish eating it though they have a promo that you have to eat it within 5 minutes so that it’ll be free. But I guess I’ll just choose to savour the food I was eating than desperately eat it within 5 minutes.

And since I wasn’t able to finish it, I had to take it out. I ate it for dinner, and still, I wasn’t able to finish it. I guess, eating is not really my thing. Lol.

"See The Reaching"

Isn’t it great once you have tasted the fruits of your labor? In my 4 years of stay in this Royal and Pontifical University, I must admit that it was never an easy job. Dealing with terror professors, some “bipolar” block mates, nerve-wracking subjects, deadliest deadlines that are almost impossible to beat were never a laid-back tasks. It requires a lot of patience, hardwork, brains, and passion. But on the other side of the coin, there were a lot of good and happy moments within my 4 years of stay. I met a lot of people who became my friends. I learned new things from the people and the environment around me. I even learned how to be “normal”. I became the girl who goes to parties and has nightlives, who drinks during occasions, who procrastinate even during exam weeks, who join boycott plans by the class though sometimes I am the one who suggests it. But even though I live like an easy-going type of person, I still know my priorities. I still know what’s my purpose in staying in this big city, being apart from my family and spending most of the time with different people with different walks of life.

Maybe that’s the reason why I was able to achieve something. Aside from I let God do His will, I made sure that I work and put effort to achieve everything I want to have. I believe that this was God’s way of telling me that I did great and that I deserve to receive all these blessings.

Anyway, since I’ve been mentioning “achievements” and stuffs (which is actually the topic of this post), let’s go to the main course.

I was awarded as one of the most outstanding students of 2011. Actually, every year I had been receiving this kind of award but this time, it’s a bit different. I felt very special.

Mom attended, as always. She was very supportive not only during recognitions like this but in everything that I do. She even bought new clothes for her outfit. Look at her...

Bagets na bagets! :))

My boyfriend also attended. It was his first time to attend my recognition day and he showed me how proud he was. I appreciate his willingness to stay up to 5pm considering that he had a review class in the morning. It was indeed a tiring day for him but still, he wanted to make me feel that he also supports me.

Even my friends congratulated me, it’s as if I already graduated college. Look, they liked my album on facebook. Teehee.

It was really a very good day for me. I guess I shalt end this post by sharing a quote by an American speaker. And I quote, “If you want to reach a goal, you must ‘see the reaching’ in your own mind before you actually arrive at your goal” That’s it! Goodnight everyone :)

Charm with Kiefer "The Phenom" Ravena!

Kiefer Isaac Crisologo Ravena. He’s also known as “The Phenom”. Son of the legendary volleyball player, Mozzy Ravena and former PBA player Bong Ravena. He was born October 27, 1993. He was a former Ateneo De Manila High School Blue Eaglets Team Captain and he became 2-time Junior’s finals MVP. With his awesome moves, high-scoring, Ravena landed a spot in the Ateneo Blue Eagles. He won the Most Valuable Player award at the FilOil Flying V Premier Cup.

The five-foot-eleven guard is contributing a lot to the Blue Eagles. Kiefer Ravena isn’t a PHENOM for nothing.

See, a picture with my new-found crush, Kiefer Ravena! I’ve learned that my blockmate, Mau Vivas is Ravena’s family friend. So after watching UST vs ADMU game last September 15, 2011 at Araneta, I asked her if we could see Kiefer to take a picture. She said she can’t because of too much crowd. I almost lose hope. But when we took our late lunch at Kangaroo Jack, Mau tapped me and said that Kiefer was walking just outside the restaurant. And yes, I saw him! He even stopped just to wave and say hi to Mau! Since I won’t let that chance to slip off, we ran after him. Seriously, I was so high that time that I couldn’t hide my “kilig”. It was too embarrassing! Lol. But anyhoo, I was able to get a picture with him. J

Realization: I'm Such A Loser

I know, I know, I know! I’m such a loser, that’s what I realized. I’ve been not so into blogging these past few MONTHS. My schedule won’t allow me to. I remember my two friends, Sam and Cez, asked me, “Bat hindi ka na nag-bblog?” I answered in a hesitant way, “Eh minsan kasi pagod na. Tinatamad na akong mag-isip or what.” Yes, spare me. I’ve been so lazy lately maybe because of too much deadlines to beat and too many companies to be visited for internship. A bit hesitant while answering because I, myself, don’t know the real reason behind my idleness. But whenever I have spare time, all I want is to relax, SLEEP, facebook, twitter and tumblr. That’s right, I stay on tumblr but I can’t even visit my blogger. Maybe because reblogging on tumblr is a lot easier than making up your mind on what to blog and how you are going to construct it.

But since Commerce Week is here, I am now enjoying the spare time I have right now and tadaaa! I’m blogging! Too many happenings recently, so where should I start? oh by the way, i just love that picture of mine. Just, ignore it. Lol. :P