REBLOGGED: I Just Find Them Too Fascinating!

It might be spring/summer in fashion world, I can't help to look back at the fall/winter 2010 shoe collection from Balenciaga designed by Nicolas Ghesquière. The shoes are so odd but so pretty... He used a lot of geometry in creating them and to be honest, I don't mind. I saw one of the designs in a magazine and I thought it was so original, so I had to write something about it and share the pictures with you guys. Not only do I love the architectural heel and platform, I also love how they still keep something classic in feminine in the designs. I'd personally go for the one with the laces or with the two straps.

Because it is NOT SO YOU

It’s weird having those feelings you haven’t imagined you will feel. Those feelings you think you weren’t supposed to feel because it is not so you. Those feelings that make you willing to give up everything. It’s like you don’t care about your pride anymore. You don’t care how people look and think of you. It’s weird because before, you’ve been the one who always hurt and break someone’s heart. The one who always make someone upset and feel jealous because you’re mingling with a lot of people. The one who doesn’t care about the feelings of that person who likes and cares about you. The one who only wants is to enjoy life, party all night, and fulfill your dreams.

And then one day, there’s this guy who came and changed your life. This guy who changed the way you act, talk and almost everything. This guy who made you all of a sudden faithful with your partner. It’s like you’re now beginning to feel scared with what will happen in the future. Before, you’re just a go-with-the-flow type of person. Now, you want everything to be planned well and this guy is always included with those plans. You started to fret and be anxious about everything because you don’t want to fail him or somehow affect him negatively. Everything is all about the people you love, the things you care the most and HIM. And that is SO NOT YOU. You learned how to love someone unconditionally. You can deal with your time really well so that it won’t be a predicament to your relationship. You’re being brave enough to face all the challenges and state of affairs that might happen because of having him. You’re scared of being broken yet you’re willing to put your guard down and accept the risk of being hurt because you can’t afford to lose him and you can never imagine your future without him. Weird isn’t it?

Best Night Ever

I can't wait to do it AGAIN when I am going to wake up next to that someone I love. You both open your eyes and you both start looking at each other, face to face, smiling, and thinking to yourself how much you love this moment. Wouldn't it be nice to start off your day next to someone you love? Sometimes, the smallest things mean the most. You whisper "I love you" and kiss them goodmorning.

Fight for Something You Think You can’t Live Without

Hello! So I’m back. :)What should I write? What? What? What? It’s 12:10 in the morning and I’m not yet sleepy. I decided to write because there’s something inside of me. I don’t know what it is but I’m gonna try my best to explain it here.

So here goes nothing.

Earlier, I had this bad mood during OUR conversation. I knew it was nothing to him like it meant nothing for him when he said that certain word. But what first came to my mind was his ex-girlfriend. I know it was my fault because I shouldn’t be thinking that way because he already assured me that what happened with the past should be left in the past. I’m his present so I should trust him. Yes, I know. But I’m a little kinda obnoxious whenever he said something which I thing was related or has to do something with his past. Whenever he said something about his past, first thing that pops to my mind is his ex-girlfriend. Fine, you may say I’m insecure but she was his firsts, what do you expect me to feel? She received all his bests and all his firsts and that’s what I am insecure of. Past is past, yeah, and believe me I really wanna forget about his past but I can’t stop. I don’t know how to stop. Of course I trust him. I know he loves me. It’s me who has the problem. I’m quite sure that every girl experienced it especially if they’re not the first girlfriend of their boyfriends. I think what I’m feeling is normal. I know he might read this so I am requiring him to do nothing but to stay sweet as he is. He’s perfect and I couldn’t ask for more. His love, that’s all I need. He needs to prove nothing but his faithfulness and being trustworthy and so do I. Three months turning to 4 months is quite short to prove ourselves that our relationship could last long. No one knows what will happen in the future. We never know if we could make it through or not. But I am rest assured that we will do our best to be strong for whatever problems and obstacles we might encounter. What I felt earlier can be considered as a trial on my part to test my faith on him. Love prevails. Fight for something you think you can’t live without. And that’s what we are doing. :)

Alright! I think I wrote enough. Its 12:40am, I think I should get some sleep now because the person I am referring to in this blog was already asleep and might be snoring right now. Lol. Okay, that’s all for today and goodnight! :)

EK with my LOVE!

Yesterday was so fun! We went to Enchanted Kingdom to celebrate Ronald's birthday. :> It was actually a surprise for him. He had no idea where to go, I just told him that we will go somewhere on that date. Faye and Gin went with us to celebrate their monthsary.

We arrived there at 11:30am. There were only a few people that time so we were able to ride almost all rides. We went first to Rialto since it was afternoon and we want some cold place. Then Flying Fiesta, Dodgem, Up up and Away, and then Anchor’s Away. After Anchor’s Away, we took some rest. We almost lost our souls because of that. Haha! Then we went to Space Shuttle, another breathtaking ride! It was my first time to ride there. It was really great! I really enjoyed it though Ronald’s was laughing after because he can’t even talk to me. He told me after the ride, I was just sitting quietly and doing my own thing. He was tapping me but I’m just ignoring him. Lol. But I really have no idea that I was ignoring him. Then we took some rest again. Lol. Then again, we went to Anchor’s Away and Space Shuttle. The park was getting crowded so it was pretty difficult to take some rides because the lanes are getting longer. Then we went to Ferris Wheel and this time, I was laughing at him because I didn’t know that he’s afraid of heights. J We were actually planning to go straight to Horror House after that but the ticket booth was already closed. So, that sucks! We weren’t able to ride in Xtreme, Jungle Log Jam and Rio Grande because we enjoyed too much riding in Space Shuttle and Anchor’s Away.

After, we went to KFC in SLEX to take some dinner. The bonding was so cool. I didn’t expect that Ronald would be able to mingle well with Faye and Gin.

October 28, 2010 was so memorable. I love you :) <3

3rd Year First Semester Grades

Hey there. So here's my grades for my 3rd year 1st semester. It went great! I wasn't actually expecting those high grades from my professors but God knows how I eagerly wanted to get high grades. I can't forget those stressful days, weeks and months, those sleepless nights and sleepy daytimes, those busy weekdays and a lot more. I'm very thankful for everything, for everyone who supported me and served as my inspiration. To God, to my parents, friends, to people who really cared for me. Thank you so much. Please pray for me so that I would be able to maintain those grades until I graduated from college. I really want to graduate with honors. Thank you! =)

A Total No-No

“An “ex” is called an “ex” because it’s an EXample of who you shouldn’t go for again in the future.”