Temptations!

Sometimes, no matter how wonderful of a relationship you are in, there will come a time when you will face a challenge- the temptation to cheat. If you start getting thoughts and fantasies of getting involved with another person, do not start feeling guilty or like you have failed at keeping your relationship perfect. The truth, no relationship will ever be perfect, and it is imperfections that keep a relationship on its toes, making you and partner continuously work as team in keeping your relationship open, happy and healthy.

These past few weeks, I have learned that some guys like me and I had totally no idea about that until I’ve noticed how they flirting on me. They confessed it that they really like me and I was kinda shocked with a mix of flattering. It is indeed very gratifying to know that someone likes you. But most especially, it feels great when you knew that the one you like likes you too.

The hard thing on my part is that before, I really like this guy. Well, I could say he’s still attractive to my eyes but that’s all. I don’t like him anymore as much as I do before. This guy has been telling me that he really likes me even before during our grade school days and that I was his childhood crush. And so was I. Before. He totally knew that I have a boyfriend so I asked him why he tells me that. He said because it’s his only chance of telling me that since he kept it for years. But he’s not intending to break our relationship or what, he just wanna tell me about that. He also told me that he really envy my boyfriend.

It’s really tempting once you’re in a relationship to cheat, to flirt with other guys. Especially if you think that your boyfriend is quite missing something like his time and energy. Recently, the ‘what ifs’ are starting to suffocate my mind. I’m thinking what if I’m single? What if I try something new? What if I do this thing? What would happen? I took a shower and still these questions linger in my mind. So I tried typing on the search engine and search for temptations in a relationship. I got some few advices.

I know my boyfriend would kill me once he reads this. But just so he knows, I love him so much and I wouldn’t cheat him. Temptations might occur but I will never be tempted. I would not even dare to give up. If I were on his shoes, I know I don’t wanna be cheated also by my partner. Our relationship does not worth a give up. They say temptations are pretty normal in a long term relationship and I believe that. And I fear that karma would get back at me. And as I always tell to myself, “Do it. Then he'll dump you and you'll regret it. And I guarantee you you'll never do it again!”

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Sorry for the content. These are just random thoughts and I am too lazy to proof-read it. Spare me for all the mistakes and the unorganized content. I’m sleepy. Goodnight!

Hello, SENIOR YEAR!

I’m officially enrolled! Yeah! I went to school this Thursday to enrol myself and yes to senior year! I was with my block mates that day. All incoming 4^th years were scheduled at 8-9 am but we were already there by 7:30 am and we’re the first ones in line. Very much different from my previous enrolment experiences because I usually come to school like 9am and the weather is so hot and I face a very long line so I really have to wait. But this time, I encountered no hassles and very comfortable weather plus I’m with my block mates wherein usually, I only go by myself. Loner I am :) Lol.

I’m really excited for my LAST year as a student. It gives me quivers thinking that I’m about to face the real world after a year. Would I be able to do it? Do my skills and knowledge are enough to be competitive outside? I guess not. I admit that I have a very long way to go towards success. I’m not as competitive like others and I’m not as witty like those efficacious people. But learning is a lifetime process and I know I can be one someday.

While chilling with my block mates that day, we were able to discuss about our coming on-the-job training. It’ll be done this second semester so I’ll be expecting a jam-packed school works and office works, not to mention that our defense for our Marketing plan will be done on second semester too. So maybe that leaves me to “No party at the moment” life. :( Anywho, we were discussing some good companies to apply and what are not. Some of us were looking for those companies who give allowances and at the same time very good training. But obviously, it’s pretty much difficult to get in there. Some of us were looking basically for a good training that could boost their skills and a plus factor for their curriculum vitae even without allowance. I’m quite undecided which company to go to but I could consider Unilever as my first pick and next would be Nestle and/ or Globe telecom. But I am aspiring to go to Proctor & Gamble because it’s a well-known company that gives an outstanding training to all their interns. Of course, we all know how excellent P&G carry out in its industry. But yes, it’s difficult to apply. Some people are telling me to try it, but I don’t know. I can’t decide yet.

So going back, it’ll be my LAST year (hopefully) as a student and it’s very saddening to think that I am leaving my beautiful university. Yes, I’m in love with my school. The cultures and traditions, the activities, the surroundings, and the people inside and outside UST, it’s hard and I’m pretty sure I’ll be missing this university. Even the floods. Lol. But I am hoping because I am planning to take a Master’s Degree after some years of working that once again, I could study in UST again. Yes, I want to take my Master’s Degree there. I hope God would allow me to. :) But for now, I’ll just enjoy my remaining days as a student because it’ll be much different from being a professional. Hey, I still got 2 semesters. It’s not that long, but I’ll live the best out of it. Oh, I forgot to mention, this year I’m looking forward for our retreat! Yay! I hope it will be a good one. That’s it for today. Byeee! :)

It's a 4-1 Series. Sorry Bulls! :P

Watched NBA earlier with my boyfriend. He went here early in the morning so that we could witness together the game. Unfortunate for him, he witnessed how my team beats his team. Yuh, I’m a Miami fan and he’s on the Chi-town side. I’m not really a MIA fan, but I’m an LBJ fan since high school that’s why I supported him even after changing his team from Cleveland to Miami.

The Mia’s 3-superstars-tandem is indeed a bomb to make this team going into the Finals. After finishing the series with 4-1 standing, now they’re about to face the West’s champion, Dallas Mavericks whom I called MaveWEAK! Lol. 2006 championship game shall repeat itself. It’s a good chance for Nowitzki to bring back his composure after losing against Miami last 2006 which haunt him in the past. Yea, Nowitzki is there but hey, Rose was in Chicago too. But 3 vs 1 game can make a lot of difference. Let’s just see who will win in the NBA Finals.

Miami haters will definitely be a Dallas fans. But I don’t care though. Mia should keep them hating. Lol. Whoever wins, I salute them. After all, I’m only concern to my love, Lebron James going to championship and getting that ring! Yehbah! :D

BIG MOUTH and SMALL BRAIN do mix in YOU!

Okay, some b*tch just ruined my evening. She’s just some jealous and insecure biatch hater. What are you? Pretending like a holy shit when in fact, you’re some devil not wearing in Prada. Why did I say that? Because you’re pretending to be someone you are not. Lowlife! Sorry but I hope you get what’s due to you. Better photoshop your face and let’s see what it can do with your BIG MOUTH. That is, if Photoshop could handle that, literally. Also, I have learned that you got not only a big mouth but also a SMALL BRAIN. Yuh, big mouth and small brain do mix in you. How fateful was that. :P I bet your brain also lost its sense right after you lost your virginity! Yes, I’m harsh but never accuse me of lying because I know you’re a whore. So don’t act as if you’re such an angel.

Okay, sorry for being so harsh regarding this post. I just wanna shut up so that it won’t start any war but I want to let this out. So for the readers, spare me if there are any mistakes or anything. I just wrote this out of my madness. Lol. And for you bitch, better watch out. I may not give you my attention and let you bother me because we’re not of the same level but seriously, I can be a bitch from hell and you wouldn’t like to see one, trust me. Besides, I don’t like fighting with BABIES and I don’t wanna see such a CRYING BABY! Haha :P So long, Bitch!

All of my heart will forever be yours
and no-one could ever break what we’ve got right here between one another.

Happy 10th monthsary and still counting! I love you as always. :)

A Movie Treat for Mom's Day!

To celebrate Mom’s day, I and my lil bro decided to treat our mom a movie. It was apparently our first time to treat our mom outside because usually we just buy some cakes or flowers. Due to her request, we watched Bosing’s movie, “Pak! Pak! My Dr. Kwak”. I was about to request other movies because I don’t think I’m gonna enjoy that one. But since it was her day, I just let her decide. It was obviously not my day. Lol. But good thing, mom enjoyed her day even though after shopping and a movie treat, great typhoon came on our way and flooded the mall surroundings. Great. Lol. We also saw some Kapamilya stars there promoting something. Here are some snapshots:

So long Phil Jackson, greatest coach. 6 championship with MJ and the Bulls, 5 championship with Kobe and the Lakers.