It’s been awhile. I’ve been too busy with work. I became fond of being sociable and meeting new people. Then I forgot where I came, the people who I was with, the love that gave me strength and inspiration to conquer everything, the habits I do, the one who I call when everything’s blurry.
I almost forgot that I have a God to be thankful to for blessing me so much and to give him back what he deserves. I became too busy with life and now, I am feeling that He is walking away from me. I know God never turned His back on us but He tries to give us distance for us to realize what we’ve been missing and to realize that we’re forgetting about Him. And that’s what I am feeling right now. I’ve been into worldly things recently. I drink, I hurt people who love me, I say bad words and forgot to share His words like I always used to do. I feel so broken. Lately, I’ve been feeling out of blessings, like I can’t determine anymore whether I am still blessed or not. I acknowledge everything as a return of my hardwork, my talent and the people around me. I forgot to acknowledge Him. L
I am asking for Your forgiveness. Please don’t walk away from me. I can’t. I can’t. I am coming for You. To follow You again, to read Your words and walk with them. I’m so sorry. L