Wednesday, May 13, 2009
am i the worst daughter?
i don't feel very lucky today. :( my mom and i just argue. why? for some reason. have you ever feel like you're the worst person for making your mother so upset with you just because of telling her what you feel? i know she's my mother but for God's sake! i have the right to tell her that i don't like what she's been doing lately. i am her daughter. she has to be sensitive if i like her actions or not.
now what? i made her cry. she told me that she's been observing me all the time because i'm not treating her right recently. she feels like she's been treated just like my sister and not a mother. okay, maybe i was wrong for talking to her in not a nice way but if i didn't do it.. she won't realize her mistake. and now she's ignoring me. the hell! of course i care about that and i feel sorry for her. but i don't regret what i said to her. don't get me wrong.. i love my mother. may be i just have to wait till her anger hoops down.
anyway, i've been watching David Archuleta on television. he will have his concert here on saturday with David Cook. i really wanna go there but i think i can't :( it's very frustrating on my part because i'm a very huge fan of David A. I always watch American Idol during his season. and now that he's here i can't see him? very frustrating, isn't that?
oh btw, i can read his post in twitter. i've been asking him some questions and i hope he will reply. if he does, my day won't go that bad.
i'm watching volleyball game here. can't think of anything to do and it's so hot here. maybe i'll stop here.