i know letting go of someone you love is very hard. every second without him tears your heart apart. i will not be his princess anymore. i'm letting him go. not because i don't love him anymore but because i know it'll never work out. we're in a very complicated situation and i know that we will both find it hard. i know he'll be fine without me. he should be. he will always be my Romeo no matter what. but i'm not expecting that i will be his princess forever.
i already said goodbye to him early this morning. i told him i can't be his princess anymore. i gave him a song. it's White Horse by Taylor Swift. it's like a continuation of a song Love Story also by Taylor Swift which was his song to me. i'm trying to play it in guitar so i could give it to him like what he did before. even though i let him go, i'm still keeping his song on my phone and keeps on listening to it whenever i go to sleep and misses him. i know i can't get over him because of what i am doing but this is the only way for me to be happy.
now i am asking myself, i did the right thing right? it's for our own good. i should accept it and move on. i should have known.. i'm not a princess and this ain't a fairytale. i should forget my prince and live with reality. i've never loved anyone like this before that i have to let go of my own happiness.
sorry if there are some wrong grammars. i just can't write well.